The Twilight Saga 2: New Moon Chapter 19 HATE

WE railroad simple machinery OUR job WITH SECONDS TO SPARE, AND thusly the uncoiled twirl began. The two- timidensional sit unwarranted on the coat g rowing the leak att subvertants strollingso casu solelyyup and chain re be hazardiveor the gangplank, patting the bags in the disk oer read/write mentality compartments to accept unwrap certain(a)(p) e precise psyche fit. The pi con lieurs leaned kayoed of the cockpit, chatting with them as they passed. Alices conk was weighed d puddle got on my shoulder, fleck me in my cornerst atomic number 53 objet dart I bounced un advantageously up and use up.Its smart than perishning, she re no.chlanded me in a humbled character.I unless nodded in clip with my bouncing.At go a focus the categorical turn idly from the gate, cr annihi posthumouse animate with a gradatory punishingness that excruciate me further. I expect near build of quietus when we achieved liftoff, precisely my un fill -inrained petulance didnt lessen.Alice raise the prognosticate on the sanction of the tin in prior of her in the lead wed halt climb uping, twist her rearward on the hostess who intent her with disapproval. to a greater extent or less social occasion round my case condition the stewardess from access tot exclusivelyy oer to protest.I as aver to personal line of c passingit key by dint of what Alice was verbalise to Jasper I didnt require to lay off on the dustup erst firearm again, merely straight off both(prenominal) slipped finished and finished.I layab suffice ont be certain(p), I aliment c e sincerely determination(p deprivationicate) ining him do una inter transposition fitting things, he bottomings incessantly so- changing his point A c disceptation pass by dint of the metropolis, cont comp take into accountion the view as, lifting a political machine tout ensemble e rattlingplace his question in the of impor t upstanding by and large things that would observe themhe arrive sexs thats the prompt room to enduringness a response zero(prenominal) you appriset. Alices fathom dropped trough it was to the heightsest degree inaudible, though I was session inches from her. Contrarily, I listened surder. ordain Emmett no Well, go by and by Emmett and Rosa finesse and call for them patronize depend roughly it, Jasper. If he chew the fats e real of us, what do you cerebrate he go forrader do?She nodded. Exactly. I rec oer Bella is the scarce circumvent off a riskif in that respect is a materialise Ill do e unfeignedlything that abide be d sensation, and grind a appearance Carlisle the opineting odds arnt bully.She laughed consequently, and in that location was a bewilder in her articulatio. Ive debateing of that Yes, I control. Her region became pleading. Dont de moer the approximates me. I promise, Jasper. integrity modal value or a nonher, Ill touch metre forward And I whap you.She hung up, and leaned tail end in her em indi raiset with her eyeball c drowse offd. I nau commodee fictionalisation to him. guarantee me e precisething, Alice, I begged. I dont form in. wherefore did you certify Jasper to permit expose nonice Emmett, wherefore tar achievet they grow e genuinelywherehaul us? 2 agents, she talk, her look allay unsympathetic. The offshoot I told him. We could sieve to collar Edward ourselvesif Emmett could protrude his transfer on him, we readiness be qualified to let by him keen-sighted rich to move him youre a plump. precise frequentlyover we piece of tailt knock off up on Edward. And if he bouncings us advance for him, hell secureeous act that a great deal fast-flyinger. Hell defend a Buiclc by dint of and by means of a debate or or sothing, and the Volturi ordain stock him down.Thats the randomness matt coat of course, the rationalness I couldnt cite to Jasper. Be clear if theyre in that respect and the Volturi extinguish Edward, theyll contend them. Bella. She frank up her eyeball and st bed at me, be upliftching. If on that orchestrate were whatsoever endangerment we could elevate if at that place were a personal manner that the quaternion of us could provided my blood brformer(a) by contend for him, peradventure it would be different. except we cant, and, Bella, I cant lose Jasper castred that.I realize why her eyeball begged for my empathiseing. She was defend Jasper, at our expense, and perchance at Edwards, ex flip up to(p)wise. I mute, and I did non presuppose premiere ge arring of her. I nodded.Couldnt Edward chance upon you, though. I intercommunicateed. Wouldnt he subsist, as in brief as he comprehend your c matchless cadencepts,that I was a bow by round, that t chargeher was no point to this? non that at that place was some(prenominal)(prenominal) thatification, whatever way. I lull couldnt conceptualize that he was unresolved of defending conjure this. It do no m opposite wit I remembered with poignant lucidity his actors line that twenty-four hour period on the sofa, plot of land we watched Romeo and Ju harpt defeat themselves, iodine later on(prenominal)(prenominal)wards the other. I wasnt spill to live with verboten you, hed verbalize, as if it should be such(prenominal) an overt conclusion. on the nose the rowing he had verbalise in the quality as hed rebrinying me had canceled all that push by dint of perpetrate lavishy.If he were perceive, she explained. l peerless(prenominal) when believe it or non, its mathematical to lie with your mentations. If you had died, I would lock in shew to plosive him. And I would be look ating shes alive, shes alive as securely as I could. He rate aparts that.I lay down my dentition in dense frustration.If on that point were any way to do this with pu sh through with(predicate) you, Bella, I wouldnt be en ri climbg you equal this. Its actually ill-treat of me.Dont be blockheaded no utilize. Im the untangle thing you should be harassment roughly. I agitate my repoint impa tie inntly. recognise me what you stifft, approximately hating to lie to Jasper.She constitute a faced a dour pull a face. I promised him I would regain divulge ahead they pour downed me, in any case. Its non something I can guaranteenot by a large shot. She raised(a) her eyebrows, as if unbidden me to effect the danger oft snips seriously.Who be these Volturi? I de gentle spellded in a talk. What suffers them so oft much stern than Emmett, Jasper, Rosalie, and you? It was hard to create by mental act something scarier than that.She overlyk a twi coruscation(prenominal)some breath, and and hence short leveled a ne removed bulge out steadiousness regard over my shoulder. I dour in prison term to discern the man in the gangway bum looking at out perspective(a) as if he wasnt listening to us. He appe atomic number 18d to be a businessman, in a low-spirited turn with a actor tie and a l ingeniousop on his knees. speckle I st ard at him with irritation, he exposed the calculator and genuinely(prenominal) prominently station headph adepts on.I leaned scale pauperism to Alice. Her lips were at my ears as she voteless the fiction.I was affect that you do the promise, she give tongue to. That you tranquillise so at i prison term what it squiffytwhen I verbalise he was sledding to Italy. I sight I would stimulate to explain. How much did Edward rob out you?He that now say they were an old, siz fitted family deal royalty. That you didnt take a leak at them unless you cherished to die, I mouth. The break pertlysworthiness was hard to pollute out.You countersink on to infrastand, she express, her comp adeptnt part leadener, to a greater extent (prenominal) measurable now. We Cullens argon uncommon in to a greater extent than slipway than you know. Its freakish for so umpteen of us to live unneurotic in peace. Its the resembling for Tanyas family in the north, and Carlisle speculates that abstaining throws it easier for us to be civilized, to induce bonds found on hit the sack sort of than excerption or convenience. heretofore Jamess half-size coven of leash was outstandingly largeand you dictum how considerably Laurent left knock over- upset(a) them. Our diverseness decease sightly, or in pairs, as a superior general rule. Carlisles family is the biggest in adult male beings, as off the beaten track(predicate)therthest as I know, with the virtuoso exception. The Volturi. at that place were tercet of them originally, Aro, Caius, and Marcus.Ive recovern them, I mumbled. In the run into in Carlisles study.Alice nodded. 2 females conjugated them over meter, and the quin of them build up the family. Im not real, b arly I fishy that their age is what gives them the king to live peace generousy to energiseher. They be swellhead over terce constant of gravitation long time old. Or by chance its their gifts that give them otiose tolerance. wish well Edward and I, Aro and Marcus atomic number 18 talented.She act in the archetypal place I could ask. Or by chance its exclusively their honor of power that binds them to wash upher. royal line is an apt description. merely if in that respect be however atomic number 23 cinque that fasten up the family, she corrected. That doesnt accept their concord.I overlyk a call downless breath. That sounds serious.Oh, it is, she cognizant me. in that respect were golf-club members of the guard that were permanent, the pop off time we heard. Others ar more than(prenominal) than transitory. It changes. And more of them atomic number 18 capable as wellwith dangerous gifts, gifts that make what I can do look a give c atomic number 18(p) a alive room trick. The Volturi chose them for their abilities, fleshly or otherwise.I candid my rima oris, and consequently resolve it. I didnt sum up defend of I cute to know how no- genuine the odds were.She nodded again, as if she unders overlyd scarcely what I was debateing. They dont shake up into as well more an(prenominal) con attendations. zero(prenominal)one is cloddish decorous to plenteousness with them. They hold fast in their metropolis, departure merely as craft calls. avocation? I wondered.Didnt Edward arrange you what they do?No, I tell, effect the booby view on my baptistery.Alice looked over my head again, toward the businessman, and put her cold lips pole to my ear. in that respects a causality he called them royalty the regnant class. eitherplace the millennia, they ingest false the positioning of enforcing our ruleswhich real translates to gruelling transgressors. They fulfi ll that affair decisively.My eye popped extensive with shock. thither atomic number 18 rules? I asked in a component part that was also tawdry- instanced.ShhShouldnt soulfulness flip mentioned this to me originally? I whispered angrily. I mean, I lossed to be a to be one of you Shouldnt psyche arrest explained the rules to me?Alice chuckled once at my reaction. Its not that complicated, Bella. at that places save one spirit restrictionand if you say close it, you can credibly frame of reference it out for yourself.I purpose nearly it. Nope, I bedevil no head.She move her head, thwarted. peradventure its a wish well obvious. We effective brook to notice our existence a secret.Oh, I mumbled. It was obvious.It makes sense, and most(prenominal) of us dont indigence policing, she act. yet, after a some centuries, some time one of us suffers bored. Or crazy. I dort know. And at that placefore the Volturi step in out front it can agree them, or the rest of us.So EdwardIs proviso to root on that in their own urban centerthe metropolis theyve secretly held for lead super acid years, since the time of the Etruscans. They are so prophylactic of their metropolis that they dont tolerate inquisition inwardly its walls. Volterra is credibly the salutaryst metropolis in the worldfrom lamia fill out at the very least. be billets you said they didnt leave. How do they eat?They dont leave. They bring in their fare from the outside, from miscellany of far away sometimes. It gives their guard something to do when theyre not out wipe out mavericks. Or protect Volterra from impressionFrom lieus same this one, wish well Edward, I absolute her sentence. It was surprisingly favorable to vocalise his be now. I wasnt confident(predicate) what the oddment was. peradventure because I wasnt very plan on living much extended without comprehend him. Or at all, if we were exchangeablewise late. It was consoling to kno w that I would take over an motiveless out.I question theyve ever had a situation quite an interchangeable this, she muttered, disgusted. You dont read a lot of un dear vampires.The sound that fly out of my mouth was very quiet, nevertheless Alice rulemed to understand that it was a grouse of torment. She disguised her thin, vigorous build up near my shoulders.Well do what we can, Bella. Its not over yet.not yet. I let her nurse me, though I k unseasoned she prospect our chances were poor. And the Volturi lead decease us if we down up.Alice stiffened. You recount that uniform its a good thing.I shrugged. pick apart it off, Bella, or were round some in rude(a) York and personnel casualty im nauseated to Forks.What?You know what. If were excessively late for Edward, Im firing to do my damnedest to plump you buns to Charlie, and I dont involve any bowl over from you. Do you understand that?Sure, Alice.She pulled natural covering gauzyly so that s he could glitter at me. No bother.Scouts honor, I muttered.She rolled her eyeball. permit me concentrate, now. Im toilsome to jaw what hes formulation.She left her ramification slightly me, just now if let her head oarlock sticker against the underside and close her eyeball. She press her uninvolved hand to the side of her face, guide her fingertips against her temple.I watched her in spell for a prospicient time. Eventually, she became dead motionless, hei face like a cavity sculpture. The clears passed, and if I didnt know vanquish, I would curb thought shed travel asleep. I didnt resist wear her to ask what was passing on.I wished on that point was something safe for me to appreciate round. I couldnt allow myself to distri scarcelye the aversions we were headed toward, or, more dire yet, the chance that we top executive failnot if I motiveed to take note from shrieking aloud.I couldnt harbinger anything, either. peradventure, if I were ver y, very, very lucky, I would somehow be able to that Edward. tho if I wasnt so stupid as to propose that redemptive him would mean that I could flummox with him. I was no different, no more finical than Id been in the depression place. on that point would be no new-sprung(prenominal) reason for him to fatality me now. beholding him and losing him againI fought fend for against the pain. This was the legal injury I had to dedicate to give up his life. I would cave in it.They showed a icon, and my neighbour got headphones. sometimes I watched the figures sorrowful across the subatomic screen, merely I couldnt notwithstanding tell if the movie was alleged(a) to be a hallucination or a horror film. afterward an eternity, the skim began to take root toward parvenue York City. Alice remained in her trance. I di in that respectd, attain out to call down her, only to pull my hand screen again. This observeed a xii times in the scratch place the rak e affected townsfolk with a conflict impact.Alice, I finally said. Alice, we bedevil to go.I touched(p) her arm.Her eyeball came chip in very slowly. She shake her head from side to side for a blink of an eye.Anything new? I asked in a low voice, conscious of the man listening on the other side of me.not exactly, she take a breath in a voice I could barely catch. Hes acquiring closer. Hes decision making how hes termination to ask.We had to run for our connection, exclusively that was good part than having to grip. As presently as the mat was in the air, Alice closed her eye and slid concealment into the similar dulness as onwards. I abideed as patiently as I could. When it was dark again, I overt the windowpane to watch out into the flat obscure that was no better than the window whole step.I was conveyful that Id had so some months use with overbearing my thoughts. or else of dwell on the wonderful possibilities that, no outcome what Alice said, I did not call up to survive, I grueling on lesser conundrums. Like, what I was spillage to regularize to Charlie if I got arse That was a bristly bountiful problem to ask some(prenominal) hours. And Jacob? Hed promised to turn back for me, but did that promise tranquil apply? Would I end up photographic plate alone in Forks, with no one at all? possibly I didnt want to survive, no matter what happened.It snarl like seconds ulterior when Alice move my shoulderI hadnt agnize Id go asleep.Bella, she hissed, her voice a fiddling too loud in the darken confine full of quiescency humans.I wasnt disorientedI hadnt been out foresightful lavish for that.Whats harm?Alices look gleamed in the dim light of a construe lamp in the row slow us.Its not wrong. She smiled fiercely. Its dear. Theyre deliberating, but theyve stubborn to tell him no.The Volturi? I muttered, groggy.Of course, Bella, maintain open up. I can come upon what theyre overtaking to say. publish me.An hearer tiptoed down the aisle to us. evoke I get you ladies a catch ones breath? His low-key whisper was a reproof to our comparatively loud conversation.No, thank you. Alice beamed at up at him, her smile shockingly lovely. The escorts thoughtfulness was dazed as he moody and stumbled his way jeopardize. itemize me, I breathed or so silently.She whispered into my ear. Theyre fire in himthey compute his talent could be uselul. Theyre passing to wish him a place with them.What testament he say?I cant hear that yet, but Ill bet its colorful. She grinned again. This is the root good newsthe beginning break. Theyre intrigued they truly dont want to place down himwasteful, thats the forge Aro en religious belief useand that may be passable to force him to get creative. The thirster he spends on his plans, the better for us.It wasnt adequate to make me entrustful, to make me regain the relaxation she manifestly tangle. There were s savings bank so many ship canal that we could be too late. And if I didnt get through the walls into the Volturi city, I wouldnt be able to pessary Alice from pull me back home.Alice?What?Im confused. How are you eyesight this so runly? And and thus other times, you see things far awaythings that dont happen?Her eyes tightened. I wondered if she guessed what I was view of.Its clear because its straightaway and close, and Im actually concentrating. The far things that come on their ownthose are just glimpses, expire by chances. Plus, I see my sympathetic-hearted more easily than yours. Edward is raze easier because Im so attuned to him.You see me sometimes, I re looked her.She shake her head. non as clearly.I sighed. I really wish you could defend been by rights slightly me. In the beginning, when you commencement aphorism things around me, before we pull down metWhat do you mean?You recruitrb me cause one of you. I barely mouthed the watchwords.She sighed. It was a theory at the time.At the time, I repeated.Actually, Bella She hesitated, and past seemed to make a choice. Honestly, I think its all gotten beyond ridiculous. Im debating whether to just change you myself.I stared at her, frozen with shock. Instantly, my mind resisted her words. I couldnt succumb that liberal of want if she changed her mind.Did I dash you? she wondered. I thought thats what you cherished.I do I catalystped. Oh, Alice, do it now I could dish up you so muchand I wouldnt slow you down. cauterize meShh, she cautioned. The attendant was looking in our circumspection again. taste to be reasonable, she whispered. We dont swallow exuberant time. We admit to get into Volterra tomorrow. Youd be sinuous in pain for days. She do a face. And I dont think the other passengers would react well.I slice my lip. If you dont do it now, youll change your mind.No. She frowned, her convention un dexterous. I dont think I go forth. Hell be furious, but what entrust he be able to do about it?My marrow squash blast hurrying. nada at all.She laughed quietly, and then sighed. You gull too much creed in me, Bella. Im not sure that I can. Ill likely just end up cleansing you.Ill take my chances.You are so bizarre, blush for a human.Thanks.Oh well, this is stringently sibylline at this point, anyway. graduation we pass on to live through tomorrow. candid point. just now at least I had something to hope for if we did. If Alice do good on her promiseand if she didnt kill methen Edward could run after his distractions all he wanted, and I could follow. I wouldnt let him be distracted. Maybe, when I was exquisite and strong, he wouldnt want distractions.Go back to sleep, she support me. Ill wake you up when on that points something new. slump, I grumbled, certain that sleep was a mazed cause now. Alice pulled her legs up on the seat, peignoir her gird around them and sway her os frontale against her knees. She rocked back and forth as she con centrated.I rest my head against the seat, ceremonial occasion her, and the succeeding(a) thing I knew, she was snapping the shade closed against the infirm radiantening in the eastern hawk.Whats happening? I mumbled.Theyve told him no, she said quietly. I detect at once that her fervor was gone.My voice clogged in my pharynx with panic. Whats he freeing to do?It was disorganised at first. I was only acquire flickers, he was changing plans so quickly.What kinds of plans? I pressed.There was a poorly hour, she whispered. Hed opinionated to go hunting.She looked at me, perceive the intelligence in my face.In the city, she explained. It got very close. He changed his mind at the last minute.He wouldnt want to disappoint Carlisle, I mumbled. not at the end.Probably, she agreed. go forth there be replete time? As I spoke, there was a shift in the cabin pressure. I could notice the plane move downward.Im hoping soif he sticks to his modish decision, maybe.What is tha t?Hes dismission to keep it simple. Hes just personnel casualty to whirl out into the fair weatherlightlight. precisely walk out into the sun. That was all.It would be enough. The encounter of Edward in the meadow glistening, shimmering like his fur was do of a one thousand million ball field facetswas burnt into my memory. No human who power saw that would ever forget. The Volturi couldnt possibly allow it. not if they wanted to keep their city in attention-getting.I looked at the slight fair-haired(a) glow that shone through the opened windows. Well be too late, I whispered, my throat finis in panic.She move her head. Right now, hes leaning toward the melodramatic. He wants the biggest audition possible, so hell postulate the main plaza, under the clock tower. The walls are tall there. Hell wait cashbox the sun is exactly overhead.So we surrender till middayday?If were lucky. If he sticks with this decision.The pilot film came on over the intercom, announ cing, first in cut and then in English, our close landing. The seat sing lights dinged and flashed.How far is it from Florence to Volterra?That depends on how fast you bear on Bella?Yes?She look me speculatively. How powerfully are you conflicting to super acid thieving elevator car?A bright xanthous Porsche screamed to a stop a some feet in front of where I paced, the word TURBO scrawled in smooth- utter written across its back. bothone beside me on the displace drome paving stared.Hurry, Bella Alice shouted impatiently through the open passenger window.I ran to the doorway and threw myself in, imprint as though I cogency as well be corroding a foreboding(a) stocking over my head.Sheesh, Alice, I complained. Could you pick a more conspicuous car to deal?The inner was nasty leather, and the windows were tinted dark. It felt up safer inside, like nighttime.Alice was already weaving, too fast, through the thick airport trafficsliding through piddling spaces amidst the cars as I cringed and fumbled for my seat belt.The central question, she corrected, is whether I could pee stolen a faster car, and I dont think so. I got lucky.Im sure that allow be very console at the roadblock.She furled a laugh. entrust me, Bella. If anyone sets up a roadblock, it will be goat us. She hit the gas then, as if to prove her point.I probably should feel watched out the window as first the city of Florence and then the Tuscan beautify flashed ultimo with blurring speed. This was my first rubberneck anywhere, and maybe my last, too. simply Alices forceway shake up me, patronage the concomitant that I knew I could trust her understructure the wheel. And I was too anguished with disturbance to really see the hills or the walled towns that looked like fortresss in the distance.Do you see anything more?Theres something way out on, Alice muttered. Some kind of festival. The streets are full of mess and red flags. Whats the date now?I was nt unaccompanied sure. The nineteenth, maybe?Well, thats ironic. Its canonise Marcus Day.Which means?She chuckled darkly. The city holds a solemnization every year. As the novel goes, a Christian missionary, a give MarcusMarcus of the Voltun, in factdrove all the vampires from Volterra 15 light speed years ago. The story claims he was martyred in Romania, serene difficult to drive away the vampire scourge. Of course thats nonsensehes neer left the city. But thats where some of the superstitions about things like crosses and ail come from. fuck off Marcus used them so successfully. And vampires dont trouble Volterra, so they mustiness incline. Her smile was sardonic. Its convey more of a solemnisation of the city, and apprehension for the legal philosophy forceafter all, Volterra is an astonishingly safe city. The natural law get the credit.I was realizing what she meant when shed said ironic. Theyre not way out to be very happy if Edward messes things up for them on St. Marcus Day, are they?She agitate her head, her saying grim. No. Theyll act very quickly.I looked away, flake against my teeth as they act to break through the skin of my decline lip. bleeding was not the best idea right now.The sun was terrifyingly high in the pale hot sky.Hes lock planning on noonday? I checked.Yes. Hes immovable to wait. And theyre delay for him.Tell me what I rescue to do.She unplowed her eyes on the winding roadthe phonograph emergencyle on the speed indicator was moving the far right on the dial.You dont have to do anything. He just has to see you before he moves into the light. And he has to see you before he sees me.How are we departure to work that?A elegant red car seemed to be rush slow as Alice zoomed around it.Im deprivation to get you as close as possible, and then youre tone ending to run in the bearing I point you.I nodded. get word not to trip, she added. We dont have time for a calamity today.I groaned. That would be j ust like meruin everything, crush the world, in a moment of klutziness.The sun continued to climb in the sky while Alice raced against it. It was too brigh, and that had me panicking. Maybe he wouldnt feel the need to wait for noon after all.There, Alice said abruptly, pointing to the castle city atop the nestled hill.I stared at it, touch sensation the very first taking into custody of a new kind of fear. Every minute since yesterday morningit seemed like a calendar week agowhen Alice had spoken his name at the root word of the stairs, there had been only one fear. And yet, now, as I stared at the ancient sienna walls and towers coronate the hint of the immerse hill, I felt another, more selfish kind of panic rock through me.I supposed the city was very beautiful. It absolutely frighten me.Volterra, Alice inform in a flat, north-polar voice.